Desprate attempts!

So this week i made a desprate attempt to try and keep my LTI. I really dont think my mentor wants me there, because he has put a stop on about two of my moives and has written me almost three bad reports but he cant explain any of them and he is being light weight repetitive. He keeps saying that i am a distraction to my peers and that i should not be around them. But to every adult figure who comes to talk to him about it he cant say what crime was deserving of that kind of punishments to where i have to be seperated from my peers that i love and work with and go to school with everyday. He says that he has a problem with anger and he "holds it in until he explodes", so he does not adress me wheen he sees that i have a problem and need to improve. To me i feel that, that is a problem because if he does not adress me then i dont know to improve and that poses as a threat to me being the "youngest" member of Bavc. And with me not realy having an experiance with cameras and tripods and final cut pro, and being thrown in the loop i might pose as a problem to the factory and i understand that but he could have done one of two things. One he could have not hireed me in the first place and two, he could have tought me a little bit before hand so that i could have had s= a leg up in my situation and could have been judged fairly.
I feel that my attempt was for not because i cant make any films and i dont have a interest in going back.